Hurt down deep
Yesterday , November 9 . Yr words made my heart sink all th way . Yr actions makes my heart breaks into billions of pieces . I thought tt i could take all those , but who knows ? It cant . I cried so hard , when you just hang up th phone like tt . When th arguement started , i dont have to tell you how i feel but i chose to because you are my one and only . Esp when we are because of HER , I hate it like FCUK !? I am not strong okayy ? I told you before , i hate to be independant . Im tired of being independant . Me too , also need a shoulder to cry . Me too , also will cry when my heart breaks and when i am sad . You know i hate th feeling of being lost , but you now , make me lost in this hurt , in this pain .
You know my heart aint strong , but you still choose to do this to me . You know my eyes are blinded by yr love . When my heart burns , i needed you . Now only when you know i am sick , you give me back tt little care . You have late night talks with her , i let go . What about me ? I really miss how our love was so sweet when everything started . I know , tt part of you will come back . Its just a matter of time . Baby , let all those grudges go . Iloveyou alot alot alot .
Everything settled . Baby , thanks for everything . Thanks for being there for me always . Iloveyou alot alot alot alot ! Let our love be everylasting forever bahs . Muacks !
